sesi memalukan diri

hahaha .. well .. since internship i already telling my friend that i want to try for Gema because this is my final sem and if i embarassed myself .. it will be the last sem for me to be in MMU .. so that what actually happen ..

startin ok .. then ending as bad as hell !!! God .. i cant describe .. im not nervous at first . my first note and all that .. im ok .. but when its getting to the end .. then i start to be nervous and shiverrin .. ahahahha ..

i messed up my pitch and the notes .. i even laugh when i messed things up .. mie was so angry he ask me why the hell did u laugh when u messed up .. ahahaha .. what to do .. its come naturally :">

so now .. i will absolutely agree that i really make myself look stupid infront of 30 people :">

Bad Day

well yesterday is a kinda bad day for him .. got a meeting at 8.30am and then by 10.30am he told me that he need to take a break from work and start back for internship in May .. he was devastated .. yes .. he was sad .. i can see although he tried to hide it ..

why did i said he's actually sad .. this is because .. he want to go to karaoke and the two of us stay from 4.15 to 7pm .. and he did asked for coke which he never will !! and he did show from the way he singing and his expression ..

he already starting to like his job .. he even treat all the people that his been seeing just like his parent .. he also did buy a new number just for his job a day before .. well .. what can i say is .. they did not know what he did .. he is this kind of person who tend to do things quietly but will end up finishing his work .. but people did not know .. and this is only in the 2nd month .. and his leader did not do anything and expect him to do everything ..

its kinda sad when he said "this is my first job and i really starting to love it .. it suit me best" .. for me "its ok .. u still can continue when its time for ur internship" .. he just love the job and still feel that it is his responsibility to finish what he had start ..

well .. people can say anything .. only i know what he been through .. thats all i can say about that .. what i can say is .. im still proud of u .. the people that u met treat u like their child and not some stranger who come to their house monthly to check things out .. :D so be proud of what u did :)

makcikk ooo makcikkk

time kuar ngan mie td .. tetibe nampak sorang makcik nie .. duk jalan2 mcm cari rumahs .. mie mcm pelik la kan .. tapi bile kiteorg lalu sebelah die suh kiteorg berhenti .. so we all stop la .. die mintak tlg hantar g stesen bas .. memang la kiteorg x tau kt ner nk cari stesen bas kt situ .. die ckp die nak g taipan .. tapi kat bandar tun razak .. aku dah naik pelik .. siap die ckp .. sebelah taipan ade masjid al falakh .. dekat ngn umah anak die ..

so kiteorg suruh die naik .. then die siap leh tunjuk "nie umah anak makcik .. yang ade kereta merah tuhs" .. aku dah naik pelik .. mie tanye "makcik nie kuar anak tau ke??"
die ckp anak die tak tau .. n die nak biar anak die tak tau .. lagi kiteorg pening .. die duk ckp nk g bandar tun razak g hantar baju utk alter .. suami makcik ade kat umah tuhs .. die sakit stroke.. mie siap ckp "nie makcik kuar nie dh mintak izin suami belum?" .. and makcik tuhs start cakap pasal macam2 laa ..

and duk cakap pasal taipan .. so we all amik keputusan anta die ke taipan .. dr puncak jalil .. die ckp anak die ade umah kt dengan masjid al falakh tuhs .. lagi la kiteorg pening .. and duk ckp menantu die yg kt puncak jalil tuhs komunis ..

so sampai je dekat masjid tuhs mie tanye "makcik tau x nie ape" .. die jawap "aa .. nie la masjid al-falakh" .. mie siap pandang aku cakap "ooo .. die tauu .. ok la tuhs " .. so kiteorg sampai kat masjid al-falakh .. suh die tunjuk umah anak die kat mana .. die suh kiteorg masuk masjid al falakh n kuar balik .. so kiteorg ikut .. then die ckp kt depan ade umah batu kaler ijau .. umah anak die belah kiri .. number 4-5 .. aku dh pelik .. ade ke umah number 4-5 ?? aku tanye balik .. 54 ke 45 ?? then die ckp 54 .. then die ckp "sebelah umah anak makcik tuhs .. umah cina .. ade tanglung .. " lagi la aku pelik .. ingat pulak makcik nie .. ok la.. so kiteorg cari umah ..

jumpe num 54 .. mie kuar .. bell and masuk .. panggil sorang budak kecik .. then tanye "kenal tak makcik nie ?? " die ckap .. kenal "nenek saya" .. pas2 mie suh budak tuhs panggil mak die .. bile kuar je mak budak tuhs .. die dah mengucap panjang .. siap cakap "die nie duduk kat puncak jalil .. macam mane boleh jumpe?" .. so kiteorg cakap la "terserempak" ..

Alhamdulillah dapat gax anta makcik tuhs tempat selamat .. atleast anak die tak risau la kan .. cuak gak aku .. ye la .. coz die cam merapu membebel .. takot kurang diapa-apa kan ke .. x ke cari nahas .. alhamdulillah die ok ..

pengajaran: aku membuat kesimpulan .. dari care makcik nie .. die nie jenis orang suke merungut dulu2 .. dibawak sampai skarang .. die nak dilayan and have attention .. kesimpulan "jangan la asyik merungut je keje .. bersyukur je in anything " .. and jugak .. sebagai anak .. macam mana pun orang tuhs .. they are still our parent .. time tua nie la kene jaga .. coz bak kate mie "derang makin tua makin manja " .. bak kata ma "dari tua ke baby"

New Love

I love my new PERFUME !!! thankz to my Comet for givin me that Perfume :) hehehehhe ..

Anna Sui's newest fragrance invites a girl-woman to take her chances...to open her eyes...and to emerge from a dream with self-assurance, beauty and certainty.

Spread your wings and reach for the stars...Experience the enhantment of discovery!

The fragrance notes include litchi, yuzu, lemon, star magnolia, rose, purple rain freesia, amber crystals, skin musk and white woods.

Nasib baik x pow "M by Mariah Carey Eau de Parfum" time kat Mid Valey .. Bau die memang besh jugakkkkkk and botol die pun sangat lawaaaaaaaaaaaa kannnn ???? :D ..



Mariah's signature scent opens with an indulgent, creamy accord and blooms into an opulent floral heart as a rich base reveals darker, sensual facets.

* A warm and inviting marshmallow is woven throughout the fragrance, evoking a sense of comfort. This indulgent accord captures Mariah's fondest childhood memories of being in the kitchen with her father.
* The lush floral heart of the fragrance combines a feminine veil of Living Tahitian Tiare flower wrapped in the aura of wet Gardenia petals. This beautiful blend is reminiscent of the fragrant breezes of Hawaii and the Isle of Capri, Mariah's favorite getaway.
* The soul of the fragrance reveals a sexier dimension. Sheer amber, infused with spicy, woody accents of Moroccan incense forms a seductive accord that embodies Mariah's sensuality, beauty and glamour.

Cravings

IM craving for Shalia's Cupcakes .. Vanilla Cakes with Butter Cream .. nyumm nyumm .. been a while since my last cuppies .. haihs .. :( do missed the taste :(