That Awkward Moments

In a rush pagi Jumaat

Pergi Parade nak beli ink printer

Nampak kedai lappie baru bukak

Senyum to the seller and think to myself "budak SU nie"

then he smiles back and terus "ehh .. wanie kan??"

and i go "yeah" tapi dalam hati "SHITTTT"

so start borak "ehh . kerja sini?? " walhal dalam hati duk pikir "apa nama budak nie?"

then he goes "yeah"

me "Dah lama ke?" dalam hati "what the heck is the name of this guy la weiii"

he "boleh la.setahun lebih"

then i say "haa .. hari tu i nampak u.then i came to buy lappie. but u xde. so i chow pg kt lain" which is mmg betul but still dalam hati "name name namee"

he goes " laaa ye ke? i cuti kot .. anyway i dont know if u remember me?"

then i go "ehh .. kenal la. u kan SU gak" tp dalam hati "fuck! im dead"

then i go "but sorry i cant recall ur name. name u ape eh?"

then he goes "owhs its ok.i tak famous pun time sekolah"

and i was like "hahsss????"

then dia cakap "well .. u kan sports girl. so orang kenal lah. and you can kelas pandai.. account right?"

and i go "yeahhh"

he "i class belakang2"

dalam hati "wtf im dead meat :( "

then he say "anyway nama i H"

i "ooo .. yeahhh .. hahaha .. sorry. i duk pk F"

then i say "ehh .. serious i park tepi jalan takut kene saman. i nak beli barang kejap then head back to office. later ok?"

and run to the shop.

pernah tak kene moment macam tu? like shit right?

Down Under

Pernah tak bangun2 terus rasa depressed?

Pernah tak pernah tak??

Well semalam i did

woah.gile ah serabut tahap ape ntah

tak tau apa punca kot

so mangsa confirm la si Comet

dia dah malas nak layan sampai x reply pun BBM wtf

so end up duk la sorang2 kat office melayan diri

so macam xle jadi

BBM a friends ask him for a tips

sebab nampak sangat saiko x tau kata apa kan

so he say "Control your mind set.. tu jer"

and i like "whatttttt??"

he say "libra mmg ada mood swing. jum we go for a bowling and a talk"

and my other BFF say "Dont put too high of expectation to the star if you do not want to crumble to the tar"

Yes. i think my expectation in life is too high

SO bila x dapat and tak achieve apa lagi terus la stress. hahahaha

so malam tadi jumpe la my friend tu. dia pun explain and explain why i feel that way. most thing is betul la. which make me think

so alhamdulillah today bangun dengan rasa gembira dan semangat berkobar :)

i also dont know what he say. but most of it make sense tho

Getting Old?

Tak pernah rasa diri nie dah tua

or dah berumur

coz sentiasa rasa macam dulu

macam dulu dulu

having fun and so on

dah kahwin pun

kawan laki nak angkut aku gi dinner

memang di izinkan

apa lagi malam khamis sebab Comet meeting

jadi lagi die happy ada orang teman aku

but sekarang

aku rasa memang dah berumur

dulu nak gi mana-mana tak fikir 3-4 kali

rasa nak gi melaka. start engine sampai lah melaka

pukul 2pg pun sampai

rasa nak pergi Genting

start engine heret member naik la genting

padahal lepak minum starbucks je

sekarang?

berfikir

padahal Comet kat Genting

konon nak gi buat surprise la kat dia

nak buat surprise "can u have coffee with me?"

bile die tanye "bile?"

"now at starbucks"

pastu lepak minum turun la balik kan

tapi berfikir

menganggu ke?

weh kalau dulu

tak fikie ok!

naik je. xde nye ganggu

haihs

frust wei

skrg?

kt dalam bilik menaip and kelaparan

konon nak surprise ajak member pergi supper kan

padan muke ape pun tak makan lagi :(

Cant Wait

Y: Wanie nak belajar kick-boxing tak?

me : haihs. Y wanie mmg nak tapi takde masa nak gi gym

Y: Meh ah Y ajar

me : Nak gi gym tu tak de masa

Y: Haaa.. Y ajar x payah masuk gym. Tiap ahad malam and isnin petang :) nak?

me : hahs? x yah masuk gym? so kat rumah? BOLEH!


dia bukan xde masa nak gi gym. malas nak bayar gym tu sebab tau end up tak pergi pun kan. hahahah

yup. cant wait for the class to start :)

Kebiasaan

Duk dengar lagu and terasa sayu

LOL

Problematic sungguh

Suka sangat menghayati lagu tahap melebih-lebih

jadi nanti tetibe sedu sedan menangis sebab lagu tu sedih sangat

first lagu yang boleh membuatkan aku nangis dengar is

Ning Baizura - Bebaskan dan Breath Again ( dari album erti pertemuan)

that was one of the best album

sebab?

lagu dan lirik dari jiwa bukan sekadar untuk jual album

lagu sekarang yang boleh merentuh jiwa?

Gio - Bila Cinta

weh. semua lagu heartbreaking kan

apahal?

boleh tak guna ayat seseorang "hormon!"

hahahahahahha wtf

bila moody and tetibe nak menyinga nanti terus "sorry tu bukan i.. tu hormon"

T___T

lepas nie semua tak nak kawan and dekat ngan aku

sebab "hormon" juga cashier kfc dah nak kene maki semalam

kalau kena maki lepas tu cakap "Sorry tu bukan i .. tu hormon"

boleh?

Journey

Kekadang cuba untuk menjadi terbaik

tetapi masih gagal

cuba untuk bahagia

tetapi masih gagal

cuba untuk berubah

tetapi gagal

gagal ke?

atau malas?

cuba atau tak .. persoalannye kan

rasa macam cuba tapi sebenarnya tak mencuba

rasa dah terbaik tetapi tak pernah mencuba untuk jadi yang terbaik

so what should we do?

have faith? letih dah kot

sabar? dah lama bersabar jer

depression sucks dont you know that?

jadi macam mana nak stop depression nie?

happy kan diri lah

tapi macam mana nak happy bile depression asyik datang

weh.. aku nak happy happy tak nak depressed

so jangan la fikirkan

tapi kepala otak nie automatic bukan manual

how i wish it is manual so boleh selective nak mana

tapi automatic

bangun tidur je fikir

so bangun pagi sudah depressed ke toilet

jadi duduk dalam toilet lama dari kebiasaan

why automatic?

kalau orang buat lawak kotor kepala otak aku automatic membayangkan part2 tertentu

and akan menjerit sorang sorang. dan terlebih gelinye

sebab tu la automatic. cuba manual. x la macam tu kan !

apa lagi kalau kelajuan rendah

lagi la x terfikir. mungkin lepas sejam dua baru dapat and terus "Wtf"

rindu zaman kepala otak sentiasa lagging

sebab hidup dalam dunia yang nampak cerah je

hahahahahaha

sekarang nie macam berkabur je dunia. asap ekzos banyak dol!

Shell Central Sports Day

Our Central Sports Day held on 8 October 2011 at Maybank Training Centre Bangi. (thanks to Azad - julia hubby for the number of PIC)

We started the meeting around March at my office between me,my mum and our TM ariff

He said he wanted Central to become ONE

so we say "lets do some sports day and have fun"

at first we thought of doing a simple game like - netball and football

end up we came up with

Football

Netball

Badminton

Table Tennis

Tele-Match

I remember that one particular text message from Ariff on our Pre-Honeymoon at Perhentian

He asked me "how bout the venue? dah confirm ke?"

Me and comet were about to go for a snorkeling so i just called MTC and ask.

It was end of May

Then by June we get the confirmation

and then i started busy

I was actually only an assistant project manager to my mum

but i end up became a Project Manager.

the one that making a decision and give direction

every AJK keep on BBM and call and Text me

even once i had a meeting with 3 others TM

i'm the only rep from the committee as everyone was soo tired they wanted to go home LOL

so yeah. it was hectic and hell of a ride.

but alhamdulillah everything went well and smooth :)

We consist of 4 teams

Incredible Hulk ( C01, C06, C09 and C11)

Transformers Ketot! hahahahahah (sorry cant recall C0 berapa :P )

Ironmen :D

And X- Men from Shell HQ .. *laki sapa la tuuuuuuu*

Ironmen is our committee member. so his job is to Baca Ikrar. Sumpah kelakar when he came out to baca ikrar. nasib baik x pakai topeng tuhs

The night before we the committee member busy putting in the doorgift .. we slept at the training centre

i slept at 2am and woke up at 530 am

then i was running here and there

go here and there

to make sure everything fall to places

then the game start

i play netball for my team and we got third

macam x percaya coz time training kiteorg selalu kalah teruk. hahahahahahah

for football laks our RRM also play represent XMen

See how cool our RRM Looks?? :D

Then after all the game done .. we headed to the indoor stadium for tele-match

it was really fun coz we had Sathiya as our Emcee

Funny gile looking at everyone trying to kalahkan each others

TM Retailer all as one

Me ? i started to had migrain so i just became the judge.

hahahahahhahahaha

then the closing ceremony and prize giving

i was standing behind a banner to make sure everything went well

once everything settled after my RRM lead our boss to me and our boss went back

i just sat down

and cried

everyone .. all the committee was cheering say "wanie congrats!! it was a success.. everyone very happy"

and everyone say "BOSS say it was very professional and looks like a Olympic"

and i cried

not because i was relieved

but i had a migrain

what a day

i go to the room called comet and cried like a baby

wash up have a 10minutes sleep then headed home

my mum also keep on saying how all the bosses was sooo happy with everything

how well everything went

how happy all the retailer are

all i know and i want to do is to be home and to rest

hahahahahahahah

but yeah.. it was fun although it was a stressful day to me

it was fun :) i love to be incharge :p

LOL

i wanted to thanks to MMU Cyber Bowling club for letting me be the Vice Pres for a year and a President for another year. And also became the penasihat for the next year :)

HAhahahhahahahaha .. it was a good experience to handle 278 retailers and 52 HQ :) owhs including 12 TM and 1 RRM and 1 boss - Mr Leslie ;)

A good day and a good experience indeed :)

E,T

We were having our heart to heart talk at the balcony

Our balcony lain sikit. We actually renovate atap porch jadi Balcony so its kinda huge and no rooftop LOL

So .. while having a heart to heart talk at 2 in the morning

I was looking to the sky. ^nak tunjuk tidak kepuasan hati sebab kene bebel*

So while looking at the stars

I saw this one star look kinda pelik

As mata ku memang dah rabun. So i closed one eye to see it properly

while Comet was busy talking still tetibe i go "ehhh . ape tu? tu bukan bintang"

and he goes "where?? "

me "there .. looks like Alien"

he goes "thats satelite"

me "hahs??? can see meh satelite from earth? how u know?"

he "hmmph"

me "ehh .. alien la .. u see ada 2 mata.. kepala besar .. tangan die ke atas.. se die pusing .. siap lengok ke atas"

Him "ye ke?? :

Me "ye laa .. nampak x muka die besar .. " siap berdiri nak tunjuk kat mana ET tu

then i go "ehh .. look situ pun ade .. and there and there .. ehh ada 7 laa"

by that time he was looking at me stangely

i nearly want to shout "we gonna be invaded by alien.. run for ur life" tp masih diam

then i go "ok .. nak google"

he "google ape?"

me "nak google leh ke nampak satelite from earth or if that alien"

and he was like "OK"

end up he's asleep now and i know thats no alien buttttt


Rupernyeee

" If you look closely, you’ll see a delicate mist or spray of stars called NGC 457. This star cluster is better known as the "E.T" cluster because through a small telescope its two brightest stars look like extraterrestrial "eyes" staring back at the observer. The bulk of the cluster forms a sort of alien torso while two spindly arms of stars seem to reach right out into space on either side of the creature. E.T. is 9000 light years from Earth and contains at least 100 stars."

Source from

here

kuatkan imaginasi saya

hari tu i thought i saw a UFO in USJ 4 sampai kene marah with comet

but that one seriously like UFO

its round and have lots of lights

Comet pun nampak tapi buat buat tak nampak

pfft

Happy New Year

hope it still not to late to wish everyone a happy new year

hope this year will bring more joy and happiness to everyone :D