Monday, June 29, 2009


I can almost see it.
That dream I’m dreamin
But there’s a voice inside my head saying
“you’ll never reach it”.
Every step I’m taking.
Every move I make feels
Lost with ‘known direction.
My faith is shakin.
But I gotta keep tryin.
Gotta keep my handheld high.

There’s always gonna be another mountain.
I’m always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose.
Ain’t about how fast I get there.
Ain’t about what’s waitin on the other side.
It’s the climb.

The struggles I’m facing.
The chances I’m taking.
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I’m not breaking.
I may not know it but these are the moments that
I’m gonna remember most, yeah.
I Just gotta keep going.
And I gotta be strong.
Just keep pushing on,

There’s always gonna be another mountain.
I’m always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
But Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose.
Ain’t about how fast I get there.
Ain’t about what’s waitin on the other side.
It’s the climb.


There’s always gonna be another mountain.
I’m always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes you’re gonna have to lose.
Ain’t about how fast I get there.
Ain’t about what’s waitin on the other side.
It’s the climb.


Keep on moving,
Keep climbing,
Keep the faith,

It’s all about,
It’s all about the climb.
Keep the faith,
Keep your faith.
Whoa, O Whoa.

Honestly .. I NEVER LIKE MILEY CYRUS .. i just think she's a spoil brat .. BUT .. this song really hit me .. i dont know why .. I just think it mostly what i feel about myself ..

I want to try for the best .. achieve the best .. but i always said that i cant do it .. But .. I JUST WANT TO BE BETTER !!

People say im a good businesswomen .. but i still want MORE .. MORE MONEY .. MORE SATISFACTION .. MORE on EVERYTHING .. i want to control the MONEY .. i dont want the MONEY to CONTROL me ..

Friday, June 26, 2009

Al-Fatihah M.J

This two VC is the one that I LOVE THE MOST FROM MJ .. But for black or white .. i cant find his official VC to embed here .. Its very cute with McCaulay Culkin .. *did i spell it correctly?*

And this song .. someone dedicated it to me back in 2001 :) and really try to make me dance with him at the prom night .. Such a sweetie .. but it did not last long .. We still friend tho :)


Seperti mau makan caramel cheese cake .. tapi tau .. makan 2-3suap then taruk tepi x larat nak abiskan ..

Tekak tetiba nak caramel biscuit dekat starbucks@Oxford Street .... Shitto .. Tuhs xpe .. kecik .. heeee ~~ *aliaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa* :p

Thursday, June 25, 2009


Tengah tengok-tengok youtube and i remember a few group that i REALLY LOVE in 1996-97 :D

Did u guys heard any of this song ?? hehehehhehe

I remember i had their cassette ..

Will put more tomorrow :D


Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Retailer Recruitment Evaluation

On monday i went for the RRE course .. RRE nie untuk sesiapa yang nak jadi new Shell dealer or taking over a Shell station ..

So .. as on monday itself im not feeling well .. Dari pukul 10.30 i had a severe headache and by 4.30pm i dah start pening and i amik some rest kat surau .. Sleep for 45minutes and continue with the course ..

So semalam i been posted at Putrajaya Shell Station for 2 day *semalam and today* ..

Agak ok pada awal2 pagi but after lunch .. it start again .. rasa LOYA and x sedap badan .. End up i took another 30min break from work .. bila dah sedar .. terus kerja balik .. but then i had to run to toilet every now and then to vomit ..

Awal2 x berjaya .. then bila dah vomit .. i kene pegi toilet 3x just to vomit .. And time tuhs our evaluator datang .. dia nampak .. and had to call her boss and my TM to ask me to withdraw .. coz im not fit enough ..

So .. at 6pm after 9 hours at the station .. i called them and derang ckp i have to withdraw .. awal2 tak paham jugak la why .. so bila i call the evaluator .. dia explain to me .. dia cakap orang shell semua kenal i and now i can do better .. bila mcm nie .. u r not on ur physical best .. masuk balik next month and give us ur physical best coz if fail .. it will be another 2 years baru u boleh try untuk kursus nie balik ..

Dia cakap walaupun i tak sehat .. i still show that im capable of doing the job so dia cakap .. i wont be fail la .. tapi .. if let say i pass and ada yang fail .. they will pertikaikan kenapa i boleh pass padahal i ada take some time off sebab x sehat tapi derang fail walaupun selalu kat situ ..

So terpaksa la terima and will jadi forecourt crew next month .. hoping for putrajaya again la .. coz i tahu kawasan situ and mana nak makan .. hahahah :p

Semalam balik dari sana .. my parent datang amik coz derang takot nak bagi i drive .. aiyooo .. malu OKE ! so terus pergi jumpa doctor and dapat ubat Gastrick, Muntah and Energy ..

Hope lepas nie ok la :)

Till then ..

Sunday, June 21, 2009


First time tengok citer nie i think last year .. Me and Comet secara tak sengaja tengok .. and WE FOLLOW ALL THE WAY till end !! .. So bila abis tuhs dengar ura-ura nak baut Ghost 2 .. Sangat HAPPY !!!!!!

So now .. Ghost 2 .. Sangat la SAIKO !!!!!

And episode ending dia sangat menikam jiwa !!!!!!

Tak sabar nak tunggu every sunday ..

Siap semalam ingat dah Ahad .. nak bukak 8tv nak tengok Ghost ..

Today .. Sangat BEST !!!!

WHY ???


and ......................

HE'S HANDSOME THIS SEASON .. ngeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~

Sapa yang tak paham Ghost 2 .. Sila pegi ke and catch up Ghost 1 yeah !

Takde la cam sambung .. tapi .. ada kene ngena la ..

hait hait hait ..

Cant wait for next week !!!!

owhs .. and tadi main bowling .. sangat besh .. although dah lama gila tak main .. manage to score 221 for my last game and average per game is 189 !! yeay !! :D

Esok ..

Gonna be DOOOMS day !!!!!

Start 3 1/2 day courses with SHELL .. erghhhh

what to do? :(

Wednesday, June 17, 2009


Its suck bila tengah seronok kunyah chewing gum .. skali tersilap macam mana .. its slip out of your tongue and terus tertelan ..

Ergh .. i feel like the chewing gum still di tekak .. till now .. walaupun semalam benda tuhs jadi ..

And it more teruk bila dah lama tak teringin nak kunyah chewing gum *since my braces time* and tetiba semalam out of all day terasa nak beli and my first gum adalah the gum that i actually telan .. hmmmmmm

Then the rest of the chewing gum is history and still in my handbag ..

*FOBIA kot .. *

p/s: Ma cakap dia ada rasa fobia sikit kot .. sebab macam nak buang air ngan tak nak buang air pada masa yang sama .. pastu gelak2 .. memang xde kene mengena .. ke ada?

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Been Snatched

My mum kene ragut lagi semalam ..

She's on her way home in the car and stop kat trafic light ..

Then all of sudden .. someone pecahkan cermin kereta belah kiri and amik dia punya brand new Gucci Babouska Full Leather bag :(

My mum was shocked at first then senyum jer .. call me .. my dad .. my brother ..

I as usual has to called the Public Bank to cancel both Master and Visa and then straight to meet my mum at the police station ..

Pegi dengan comet .. Sampai jer .. Nampak kereta my mum, kereta my dad, kereta my brother .. Comet dah gelak .. dia cakap "Gila .. penuh keta korang jer .. "

Terus masuk meet her .. and asked her detail .. Dia cakap dia tak nampak pape .. coz it happened really fast .. Ade kereta lain nampak number plate and motor jenis apa ..

So people .. if u guys saw RXZ with WLM 5637 plate number .. sila langgar sampai mampus OKE !!

I was soooo mad .. coz this is the 2nd time happen to her in 6month .. 6 MONTH !!!!

First Fendi yang i bought for her in London .. Now Gucci yang baru pakai 2 weeks !! YUP .. 2 WEEKS !!! I bought that 1st of june which is MOnday and Hiland 15 of June which is also MONDAY !!! Sakitnyaa hatiii !!!!

So .. lepas dah settle ngan police report semua .. kami straight to station to check out the CCTV .. x nampak pape .. that means dia pakai try their luck ..

Cash around 2k .. Dior Speks, Gucci Purse and Handbag loss in a day ..

My mum cakap senang jer "Ada la tuh Dia nak suruh ma sedar apa-apa .. Ma ada buat silap la nie " ..

She was sooo relex .. my dad jer yang stress .. my mum cakap ngan i pun senyum jer .. Dia dah biasa sangat .. Pernah kene rompak siap they put Pistol at her waist pun dia pernah alami .. so she's cool ..

Cuma dia agak terkilan coz ada duit jualan dalam handbag tuhs .. RM 800 .. which she supposed to gave me .. baru sangat jual .. dah hilang duit tuhs ..

Now dia cakap dia xnak beli bag dah .. coz 2x beli bag mahal kene .. I ask her to put safety tint at her car and my dad car .. i said " Biar spend mahal skit takpe .. asalkan safety kita ok .. " My mum cam setuju jer la .. walaupun the tint will cost her nearly 2k ..

Coz my car im using the safety tint .. but nothing happen YET la kan ..

So after dah settle dengan tengok CCTV .. me and comet buat rounding at USJ .. nak tengok2 .. kalau jumpa i was thinking just to hit them off la .. hahahaha .. sangat sakit hati ..

Owhs .. if let say anyone trying to sell of Gucci Babouska full leather in white with damn cheap price .. sila inform .. mana tau derang nak buat jualan BUNDLE ke kan .. Pundek nye Peragut ..

im soooo pissed !!!!!

sebab leceh nak kene settlekan IC and License .. and Credit Card and all .. LETIH !!

Apa lagi with government .. then time busy nie la macam2 masalah kat station .. sampai sakit kepala oke !!

So GIRLS !! beware .. Bag sila letak bawah dashboard .. Tangkai tolak ke dalam .. dont gave them any chances to take ur bag ..

My mum memang jenis berhati-hati .. but dah nak jadi .. cannot do anything la kan .. Semua Allah yang tentukan ..

BUt .. just be extra careful yeah ..

Friday, June 12, 2009


Bangun pagi .. menyumpah diri sendiri ..

"Padan muka .. sapa suruh layan sangat movie Korea semalam .. dah x sanggup nak bangun tapi terpaksa sebab security nak datang"

Haits .. Semalam tengok cite NIE .. Layan lepas closing TISA .. then .. apa lagi .. citer KOREA mana pernah kejap kan .. Pastu siap layan on the phone .. kul 3.30 pagi baru tido .. hari nie kene bangun kul 7pagi .. memang je menyumpah2 diri .. apa lagi semalam amik ubat selsema coz tekak dah gatal hidung dah sok sek sok sek ..

Owhss .. now in the office .. amik roti pun salah :p wahahhaha .. I AM NOT A MORNING PERSON .. !!!!

Esok ada exam Marketing .. Gosh .. satu hapa tak study .. konon nak study semalam .. file tertinggal kat TIRAZ .. hait hait hait ..

Ok people .. waiting for the security .. harap2 sampai awal .. nak gi bank lak tuka duit .. hait .. sapa nak tunggu dalam keta nie :((

Owhs .. NGANTUK nya .. kang mau buat peta atas meja office nie karang kene gelak pulak ngan pakcik security :((

Monday, June 08, 2009


Dapat award from Myn
Thanks Babes !! :D hehehehehehhe


1. Letak logo dalam blog

2. Link orang yang kasi award

3. Bagi kat 7 orang lain

1. Alya
2. Nicol
3. Yusze
4. Aina
5. Fadh
6. Sha
7. Verde


8. Afie
9. Lana

Hahahaha .. akibat ramai kawan :p ngeeeeeeeeee

Sunday, June 07, 2009


Inilah yang dinamakan kucing DIVA!!!

why u ask me ???

FIRST - Thats my pillow !! my side of the bed . So bila i alihkan dia and put her dekat pillow yang lain .. i can say around 5am .. kepalaku sudah tentu bukan diatas bantal ditendang oleh si Coco ini ..

ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD !! do u know why she likes my side of the bed?


So myn .. u know now that ur cat still not that DIVA compare to coco .. heheheheh .. sedap jer die tido .. cuba i alihkan .. mau die marah2 :p

Ayer Keroh or Ayer Itam?

So pagi tadi bangun around 6.30 am .. ada engagement of family friends kat melaka*kata ma* .. so siap2 .. dia janji nak jumpa around 8-8.30am ..

I know bile janji ngan melayu nie lain skit .. so i said to ma .. mesti paling awal 8.45am or 9 baru sampai ..

Kami pun tunggu jer .. dr 8.15 *lepas gi amik kek sme* sampai nearly 9am baru mereka sampai ..

So bila auntie tuhs masuk keta .. i ask her .. nak kuar toll mane nie ?

She said "ayer itam .. "

i was like .. huhs ?? Ayer keroh ?

Dia cam "ehh .. ayer itam" ..

I dah cam .. kat ner eks ?

Johor ..

Me and ma dah macam "hahssss??"

Ma cam "laa .. kata melaka? "

Auntie tuhs "ooo .. tuhs umah nenek dia"


sangat x ready oke !! hahahahahahaha

So .. drive jer .. naik keta ma .. sampai Nilai .. JAMMED !!!

kami stuck for 1 damn hour .. and yang lain dh sampai depan dah ..

so by the time lepas jammed .. mmg nak kene kejar keta ..

i drove my mum Murano 160km/h .. hahahahah

sib baik murano .. x sedar bawak laju cam orang gilak ..

kuar jammed kt seremban 10.15 .. sampai ayer keroh 10.45 .. sampai Ayer itam 11.50 ..

hahahahah ..

Selamber ..

kami yang last sekali sampai ayer itam second ..

i dont even realize when did potong sme orang .. ngeeeeeeeeee~~~~

balik pun sama ..

kami last sekali coz stop tgk2 barang kat ayer itam ..

tp end up kami sampai subang dulu ..


sampai ayer keroh around 3.30 .. kuar dari restoran jejantas around 4 .. sampai subang 5pm ..

ngah ngah ngah :p

Ma pun cam "kul 5 sampai la subang kan? "

die tak sedar bahawasanya kami nie di johor :p hahahahha

bertolak from ayer itam around 2.20 :p hehehehehehhe

balik jer ma n me flat out ..

coz terlampau panas ..

and makan pulak nasik minyak ..

ngantuk ya tuhan ..

tapi .. this is the first time i went for an engagement yang sangat-sangat mengikut sunnah ..

SUNNAH and ADAT sikit sebanyak .. simple yet meaningful ..

one of the auntie son is my pre-school schoolmate :) and now he's become one of the imam kawasan masjid kat rumah nie ..

so tadi die baca doa .. sangat la sedap oke .. malu rasa .. wahhahaha .. coz kawan ku sangat la alim while gwe sangat la gila :p heheheheh

but what to do .. that family mmg golongan ustaz n ustazah pun .. heheheheh

till then ..


Friday, June 05, 2009


Semalam lepas kelas balik rumah and lepak2 jap .. sambil2 tengok transformer ..

Pastu .. pegi Public Bank bayar Credit Card .. Jumlah beli Bag Gucci on Monday ..

Bayar terus so that tak pening kepala ..

BUT ..........................

Ade ag beberapa tak di bayar ..

Ikea - RM 300++

Kasut CK for comet - RM 569

Blackberry Storm - RM 2099 * this one dana mintak belikan for ex-hubby die*

Nintendo DSL - RM 620 * untuk anak dana*

TGV - RM 21

So .. i need to pay only RM 569 ag .. hahahahha .. coz Ikea tuhs abah will pay sebab die yang suruh gi beli barang :P

Blackberry storm and Nintendo will get the money nx week insyallah .. so boleh settlekan cepat2 ..

Hari tuhs waktu gi Tomei my credit card dah x boleh pakai and nasib baik ade another one supplementary ma punya .. pinjam lah .. takot orang kebas cincin tuhs :p

So bulan2 bayar to Ma .. tak besh .. why ?? coz bill bukan atas namaku ! hahahah *xde makne*

Rupa-rupanya public bank will charge one short to our credit card cuma die akan tolak monthly .. something like that kot? ntahs .. hahahahahhaha

Sebab kalu ikut bayar monthly boleh ag masuk card .. tp dah pakai cam hanjeng 2 hari berturut shopping .. mana nak lepas :p

Sangat lupa diri !!! wahs :p

haits ..

Today diri ini sangat stress ..

WHY ?????

My phone wont stop ringing ..

hahahahahha .. actually masaalah PMS :p

Lepas SMS .. Call .. then SMS .. then call masuk .. then Call .. call .. call .. then SMS ..

Nasib baik diri masih waras dan tidak membaling my blackberry bold ke luar tingkap time driving .. *dalam pada tengah type this post ade lagi call masuk :(( *

haits ..

sorry to all .. PMS PMS PMS :((

Thursday, June 04, 2009

Shopping Month :p

So .. hari sabtu i bought the Anya Hindmarch for Target from Farahz ..

Then dapat tahu Alya pun beli Anya Hindmarch for Target jugak ..

My one and only Anya Hindmarch is SAME as hers .. with the same colour and everything..

Hahahahha .. Nasib baik kali nie i bought a handbag and she took a clutch :D

So .. As last post i said that i already booked a Gucci Handbag from Allan ..

This is my new acquisition ..

Sila cuci mata yah ..

This bag sangat la HUGEEEE !! :D

It can fit my 15inch lappie :D

Memang meaning for work punya ..

tapi bila i put macam2 .. dia heavy .. so end up .. i just put my purse,hp,camera, gula2 and lotss lotsss of resit:p .. owhs .. 1 lipstick, 1 lipbalm and 1 lipgloss ..

Itu sahaja ..

I tak suke bawak macam2 ..

memberatkan bag sahaja :p heheheheh

SO .. this is my new bag !!!!

p/s: i bought one diamond ring at Tomei .. sangat terbelah bahagi antara Tomei and Diamond&Platinum .. Tapi coz Diamond&Platinum punya diamond kecik and tak full .. I decided to buy at Tomei .. An achievement after a year of working :D .. Alya dah tahu i wont last a month .. dia cakap i will buy as soon as i can .. and she's RIGHT :">