Thursday, April 30, 2009

Age Crisis

Gosh ..

I never feel embarrassed of my freaking age ..

But that particular day .. i do feel OLD ..

this one particular person was trying to be nice..

and with all the normal question ..

Study or working ? - Working

With ? - Shell .. my mum own a shell .. while doing some other business

Owhs .. How old are u ? - Going to be 25 this year ..

And that particular person just look shocked ..

It seems like i said some funny or tak masuk akal thingy ..

Then he asked "Seriously????"

I was like .. YEahs .. why ???

And when the awkward is in the air .. i ask him .. how old are you ..

he just wont tell me ..

OK .. by then i know he must be much much much more younger than me ..

Thats why he just wont tell me how old he is ..

Whats the problem ??

If im not mistaken the girl is sooo damn scared and embarrassed of how old they were.

Haits ..

now i feel OLD ..

Quarter of Century OLD !! :(

i still had another 5month .. ok .. im still 24 ~ ;)

Monday, April 27, 2009


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Introverted Characteristics

  • Think/reflect first, then Act

  • Regularly require an amount of "private time" to recharge batteries

  • Motivated internally, mind is sometimes so active it is "closed" to outside world

  • Prefer one-to-one communication and relationships


Intuitive Characteristics

  • Mentally live in the Future, attending to future possibilities

  • Using imagination and creating/inventing new possibilities is automatic-instinctual

  • Memory recall emphasizes patterns, contexts, and connections

  • Best improvise from theoretical understanding

  • Comfortable with ambiguous, fuzzy data and with guessing its meaning.


Thinking Characteristics

  • Instinctively search for facts and logic in a decision situation.

  • Naturally notices tasks and work to be accomplished.

  • Easily able to provide an objective and critical analysis.

  • Accept conflict as a natural, normal part of relationships with people.


Perceiving Characteristics

  • Comfortable moving into action without a plan; plan on-the-go.

  • Like to multitask, have variety, mix work and play.

  • Naturally tolerant of time pressure; work best close to the deadlines.

  • Instinctively avoid commitments which interfere with flexibility, freedom and variety

Rodin's Thinker is introverted. Here these thinkers ponder the apparent chaos of the world in order to extract from it the universal truths and principles that can be counted on. These principles, once extracted, will provide the logical structure on which to build strategies.

They have a finely nuanced ability to analyse situations, find root causes and foresee consequences. They distrust action taken too quickly without the necessary investigation. They are usually levelheaded, objective, impersonal yet intensely involved in problem solving. They are fiercely independent, seeking input and comments from a chosen few. When reporting to others, they need to establish credibility first: their own and that of the person they are reporting to. If the gap in knowledge and expertise is too great and their own proficiency dismissed, belittled or ignored, they will lose interest and motivation.

They are less interested in running the world as they are in understanding it. They are curious and capable of explaining complex political, economic or technological problems, taking great pleasure in explaining all the factors and intricacies. They are rigorous with their thoughts and analysis, choosing the exact words that convey precisely what is meant. They may spend a lot of time defining words, concepts and systems in order to define a problematic solution.

They are armchair detectives, scientists and philosophers, spending most of their time in quiet reflection to ponder truth, and solve mysteries. They may tend to neglect social requirements and responsibilities, finding many relationships to be too superficial to be of much interest.

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Introverted iNtuitive Thinking Perceiving
by Joe Butt

Profile: INTP
Revision: 3.0
Date of Revision: 27 Feb 2005

INTPs are pensive, analytical folks. They may venture so deeply into thought as to seem detached, and often actually are oblivious to the world around them.

Precise about their descriptions, INTPs will often correct others (or be sorely tempted to) if the shade of meaning is a bit off. While annoying to the less concise, this fine discrimination ability gives INTPs so inclined a natural advantage as, for example, grammarians and linguists.

INTPs are relatively easy-going and amenable to almost anything until their principles are violated, about which they may become outspoken and inflexible. They prefer to return, however, to a reserved albeit benign ambiance, not wishing to make spectacles of themselves.

A major concern for INTPs is the haunting sense of impending failure. They spend considerable time second-guessing themselves. The open-endedness (from Perceiving) conjoined with the need for competence (NT) is expressed in a sense that one's conclusion may well be met by an equally plausible alternative solution, and that, after all, one may very well have overlooked some critical bit of data. An INTP arguing a point may very well be trying to convince himself as much as his opposition. In this way INTPs are markedly different from INTJs, who are much more confident in their competence and willing to act on their convictions.

Mathematics is a system where many INTPs love to play, similarly languages, computer systems--potentially any complex system. INTPs thrive on systems. Understanding, exploring, mastering, and manipulating systems can overtake the INTP's conscious thought. This fascination for logical wholes and their inner workings is often expressed in a detachment from the environment, a concentration where time is forgotten and extraneous stimuli are held at bay. Accomplishing a task or goal with this knowledge is secondary.

INTPs and Logic -- One of the tipoffs that a person is an INTP is her obsession with logical correctness. Errors are not often due to poor logic -- apparent faux pas in reasoning are usually a result of overlooking details or of incorrect context.

Games NTs seem to especially enjoy include Risk, Bridge, Stratego, Chess, Go, and word games of all sorts. (I have an ENTP friend that loves Boggle and its variations. We've been known to sit in public places and pick a word off a menu or mayonnaise jar to see who can make the most words from its letters on a napkin in two minutes.) The INTP mailing list has enjoyed a round of Metaphore, virtual volleyball, and a few 'finish the series' brain teasers.

INTPs in the main are not clannish. The INTP mailing list, with a readership now in triple figures, was in its incipience fraught with all the difficulties of the Panama canal: we had trouble deciding on:

1) whether or not there should be such a group,
2) exactly what such a group should be called, and
3) which of us would have to take the responsibility for organization and maintenance of the aforesaid group/club/whatever.

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Sunday, April 26, 2009


So semalam tido sangat la lewat .. Nak kata Jet Lagged tak juga ..

Just rasa macam taknak tido .. heheheheh

So .. hari nie ..bangun2 pergi rumah auntie sofie hantar kain ..

then balik lepak and kuar lunch with comet and afie at parade ;)

Hmmm .. afie beli something for someone ;)

I took my contact lenses :P

Heheheh .. then kami ke Putra Heights ..

Tengok my rumah yang dah setahun lebih tak di jenguk ..

heheheheheh :)

Afie terkejut tengok rumah .. die cakap cantik ..

Rupernya first time die masuk rumah tuhs .. heheheheh

OWhs .. Kelantan kalah to Selangor in Final FA Cup ..

its oke .. they did well ;) and referee are sooooooooooooooooo BIAS ..

xpe .. kalah dengan bangga oke !

cume bengong indra tendang penalti boleh x masuk ..


Saturday, April 25, 2009

Business Trip

Just got back..

Touch Down at 930pm ..

By 10pm OTW from KLIA to Subang ..

Bertubi-tubi message and call *3orang jer.. ;p saja buat havoc skit*

So sampai jer rumah .. around 1130 coz hantar auntie azizah dulu ..

And abang beli dinner dulu .. baru balik rumah ..

Terus makan .. unpack bag .. and mandi-mandi

Then terus ke The Valley hantar tudung to Shy and Zarith ..

Semua cam terkejut tengok ..

Ye la .. baru sampai dah running kehulur-hilir ..

business is business ..

letih tak letih .. have to .. :)

hehehehehe ..

so then lepak borak2 .. gelak2 ..

baru balik ..

now pun tak tido lagi

NO .. im not Jet Lagged ..

Im just toooo tired to sleep :p

owhs .. this is the pic of our friends there .. hehehe .. boleh dikatakan partner . she will send our stuff back to malaysia ..

Isnt she a beauty ?? cantik sangat kan .. first time i met her i thought she was a model .. rupernye die la orang yang kami nak jumpa .. i was soooo shocked .. she didnt look like local .. rupernya die die mixed india and chinese .. nowonder sangat la lawa .. hait .. so jealous of her .. hehehehehehe

Wednesday, April 22, 2009


Woke up at 930am .. tapi coz terlampau drowsy from Zyrtec and Panadol .. continue till 1030am ..

banguns .. siap-siap .. pergi kerja .. kul 12pm ada appointment with one future shell dealer asking me some stuff n tips about shell ..

then at 3.30pm runner ke Putrajaya to renew Tiraz PDA .. stop beli wang pos dulu ..

Then .. sampai kat PUtrajaya dah 4.30pm .. haihs .. I hate post office .. sangat lembab ..

Nasib baik KHEDN tak tutup lagi .. so sempat jugak sent the form and everything ..

Bad luck .. printer office tuhs jammed .. benda yang patut 10min siap jadi 30min .. haits ..

Lepas jer setel kerja .. straight to cyber .. pergi Secret Recipe .. late lunch ..

Then klass start at 5pm .. till 10pm ..

Gerak balik to shell .. start kerja balik ..

Tisa close at 12am .. so buat2 keje sampai kul 12.20 ..

I was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo NOT in the mood ..

Jadi bawak2 kete jalan2 dulu ..

sampai rumah .. makan supper .. then naik atas ..

Mandi2 .. and now baru jer abis mandi at 1.30am ..

i need to woke up at 5am to catch my flight tomoro ..

will be back on friday ..

gosh .. how hectic life could be after study?

Tuesday, April 21, 2009


I think most girl has the same problem ..


macam mana kurus pun ..

weight still a problem ..

thats for the skinny ..

Like me ?

I wouldnt say im fat ..

But im HUGE ..

TAPI ......

bila di saiko oleh ibu sendiri bahawa saya nie GEMUK ..

sudah semestinya my self-esteem became very LOW ..

SO ..

for this ..


Semua perempuan rasa BERAT is a SENSITIVE ISSUE ..

only perempuan with high self-esteem and very CONFIDENT wont be ..


u guys can say im confident and had a high self-esteem ..

but u guys is DEAD WRONG !!

sometimes .. its good when u can talk about this to someone ..

YES !!

we will be whining .. but we wont stop eating ..

selalu we will say .. i will only eat this once in this week @ month ..

tapi esok tuhs makan lagi :P


hehehehehh .. kan ??

OR ..


Monday, April 20, 2009


Chikas ..

First time chikas main futsal is my birthday .. Nicol ain semua ada .. I dont know nicol and ain that much .. tapi cam hai kan jer .. surprise birthday party katanya :)

So .. lepas tuhs .. we start weekly .. then awal2 kenal Murni .. dia tetibe ajak join tourney .. kami yang sengal nie cam ok jer ..

Murni, Me, Put, Nicol, Ain, Yan and Nat ..

Kami amik keputusan nak pakai baju kaler orange .. Murni yang settlekan registration semua .. skali they all nak team name .. lame gile pikir .. end up murni put Chikas.. tak tahu dari mana dia dapat .. so thats it .. thats how we got our name .. Chikas :)

So kerana tetiba cam nak kaler orange baju *semangat zahid time tuhs* .. Bila sampai jer the day it self .. dah macam2 kaler orange ada .. Orange Coklat .. Orange Kuning .. Orange .. Kuning pun ada .. hahahahaha .. Sumpah kelakar oke !!!!!

Then our second tourney .. FUTSALMANIA

Yusze, Eiza, Nat, Farah, Nicol, Me, Fadh n Ain

With Zahid

3 days before futsal mania .. i in Beijing .. coz dah tahu nak ada futsalmania .. and masuk tourney .. team ask me to buy baju for all of them .. so pergi la cari .. thought nak kaler yang smart skit .. tapi mostly xde stock .. yang ada cuma PINK kaler .. hahahahahahaha ..

We loose alright .. but we won BEST DRESSED babes !! hahahaha .. kau bayangkan alam megah pakai jersey Brazil .. kami jersey pink cam comel2 jer .. Sumpah kene gelak .. Gol n Gincu katanyaaa .. chait .. but we do have fun walaupun baju kami kaler pink !! hahahahahah

Gilo ko .. x pernah lagi futsal tourney ade bestdressed .. heheheheh ;) unique kot kaler kami :)

Kalah bergaya .. KATANYAAA :)

Then kami dah stop main futsal .. main suka2 .. selepas 3-4 bulan hard training .. kami stop .. coz semua busy with study .. tapi Wan *x ingat wan panjang ke wan poi* cakap ade tourney Queen of Futsal .. tourney chap ayam jer masuk .. suruh kami join ..

Kami percaya .. ingat cap ayam .. boleh la main .. rupernye hampeh .. Alam Megah and Semua yang kuat2 ada .. Pu3 kickers pun ada x silap :p

HAMPEH Wan .. kami terkedu pagi tuhs .. kene tipu .. shait .. Sesungguhnya kami kalah .. tapi kali nie Baju kami cantik :p hahahahahahah .. siap bernumber oke :p

And kami pecahkan telur kali nie .. i score 1 and nicol score 1 .. hahahahah .. yeee yee .. kami sucks .. tapi kami have fun :)

Aina sorang keeper yang handal .. heheheh .. tapi saiko happy sangat x sampai seminit kene rembat masuk gol .. sungguh hampeh .. ahhahahahahahahahaha .. bukan nak get ready terus .. duk sonok tepuk tangan .. HAMPEH nye goalkeeper .. hahahahahahahha

Rasa sejarah lah time tourney team duk gelak2 dalam pitch .. yang lain main muke ketat .. kite gelak2 .. hahahahahahha

Me, Ain, Yusze, Aina, Nat, Neppy, Alia and Nicol

But .. i know everytime kita masuk orang mesti saiko .. coz muka kita cam kecut jer .. macam boleh terkencing jer dalam Pitch tuhs kan .. siap main sepak2 batu dalam pitch .. hahahahah ..

owh .. paling tak leh lupe time Futsal mania .. ain dah bawak bola sampai ke depan goal .. tetibe tak berani nak sumbat .. terus "wanie .. shooot .. score" .. sumpah hampeh Oke !! aku kat belakang time tuhs sumpah x sempat kejar bola oke ..

Bile tanye nape x score jer .. dah one on one ngan keeper .. jawapan dia "takottt" .. hahahahahahahahhahahahahah .. SUMPAH AKU X DAPAT TERIMAAAAA !!!!!!

Training cam orang gila .. tapi takot nak score .. hahahahahahhaha

And paling best .. ada satu team tuhs .. time kene kick in .. die gi throw in cam main bola padang .. sumpah kelakar oke !! sib baik team kite kire bagus gak xde la buat kerja bengong camtuh .. kalu tak mau aku guling2 tengah padang gelak oke !!!

Tapi .. walaupun ayn takot nak score .. dia sangat bagus defend .. suruh jaga orang tuhs .. die ikut je orang tuhs .. kiri orang tuh .. kiri la dia .. kanan orang tuh .. kanan la dia .. hehehehe .. GOOD JOB :)

owhs .. time assistan captain balik lewat .. training kul 9 .. dia balik CJ kul 8.30 .. pastu tak berani nak pandang muka captain yang dah tahap maksima nak marah .. senyap jer all the way to Rio .. heheheheh .. pastu dah abis training .. sorry .. terlambat .. hahahahahahha

Pastu aina .. baru datang 3-4x kene sound ngan aku .. nak training buat cara nak training .. jangan sekejap ada sekejap takde .. terus ilang lepas tuhs .. hahahahah .. TAKOT katanya :p .. mama garang :p

gosh .. we had a good time dont we ..



Sunday, April 19, 2009

Lu Kena Beb

Today tak buat apa ..

Melanguk and tengok tv ..

Assignment still tak sentuh ..

Rabu nak outstation lagi sekali ..

Owhs .. semalam alya called ..

Alya : Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Me : Huhs ? dah kenapeee ??

Alya : Kau nak datang sini balik ?? sayang kau ..

Me : Huhs ?? Datang mana ??

Alya : Sini laaa

Me : Huhs ?? sapa cakap .. eh ape ko nie .? aku x paham ..

Alya letak phone ..

sangat pelik .. so i called back

Alya : Berapa banyak alya kawan ko nie ?

Me : Ko jer la .. why ?

Alya : nie kau cakap "alya .. aku nak gi sana balik " kau nak datang sini la eks?

Me : HAHAHAHahhahahHAHAHahahahhahaha .. aku nak gi cari kain laaaa

Alya : Arghhhhhhhhhhhh .. benci .. BODOH .. kalau gi sana balik maknenye sini la bengong ..

Me : Hahahahahahahahahahahah

Sorry babes .. lu terkena ;)

Fire Up ..

Whoa .. sesungguhnya mengigil-gigil tahan marah ..

Dengan hingus dan mata yang berair because of selsema*sinus* ..

Aku mengfire Manager McD .. hohss ...

Memule tuhs relex ag .. Dine in ..

Then .. bila beli for afie ..

The kerekness kat cashier tuhs masih ada ..

Ingat nak sound terus .. tapi Manager cam super busy ..

So naik keta chow ..

Tapi dalam keta dah mengigil2 tahan marah .. *tak boleh jadi*

suruh comet patah balik .. die terpinga-pinga .. betul ke?

BETUL !!!!!

So die patah balik ..

sampai jer .. nampak budak laki yang jaga bahagian dalam ada kat luar ..

Die nampak muke ku yang ketat lalu tanya "naper kak?"

Terus tanye .. mana manager ..

Dah pelik .. die tanye lagi .. naper kak?

So terus mengfire budak tuhs cakap budak sorang lagi perangai cam KIMAK and sangat BIADAB ..

So .. die dah terpinga-pinga ..

Berapa kali kak kene?

Dah 4-5 kali dik .. ngn perempuan yang sama

Nak saya panggil manager ke kak ?

Sila panggil ..

Sekejap tuhs manager pun keluar ..

Manager pulak kene fire ..

"Im sorry to say this .. but ur staff very rude .. kalau sekali dua i boleh terima lagi but nie dah 4-5x .. and if she dont think she can do cashier .. ask her to be kitchen crew .. fyi .. i pun dalam bidang services .. i train my staff to be friendly .. if my staff tak boleh buat .. i tendang gi bahagian lain .. so if she dont think she can do it .. suruh die jadi kitchen crew .. kalau sampai NO THANK YOU and time bagi duit pun paling muka arah lain .. tak ke sangat-sangat rude ??? Pastu bila nak cakap nak hantar makanan pun .. muke macam nak tak nak pandang .. i think u kene brain wash la ur staff .. im so sorry .. but kalau i kene .. i dont mind that much coz i can say die moody ke .. ada problem ke .. but nie dah the 4-5times .. Maybe i will be ok.. but ur other customer ? u will loose ur sales .. not ME .. "

Tergamam manager die .. siap tanye which one ..

Rasa nak penampar gax dah sorang tuhs jer cashier ag mau tanya ka??

So gwe bagi example cashier semalam yang ok .. Die boleh jer cakap thank you ..

Yang nie cara cakap pun sangat lah kasar ..

Abis tuhs .. gwe masuk keta badan makin gigil2 .. coz sangat menahan api kemarahan ..

Haits .. cilaka punya budak .. dah la aku tengah demam .. agi nak cari pasal ..


Saturday, April 18, 2009


Dont u guys feel bored with the same thing ?

I mean ..

I do ..

Bosan lalui benda yang sama day in day out ..

Did i tell u guys before comet my longest relationship was only a year and a half ..

now with comet .. its nearly 3 years ..


i need some new sparks ..

Its not that i dont love him ..

but i want a SPARKS ;)

gosh .. i feel like a bitch now :p

so ...

with that ..

i kinda flirting around just now ..

just to have that old feeling ..

to make me happy and have fun ..

well .. i know comet did the same thing ..

so .. i can do the same aite?

i dont know ..

saya memang jenis sangat CEPAT BOSAN ..

hmmmmmmm ..

but as i said ..

this didnt mean i dont LOVE him anymore ..

p/s: do not worry .. he read my blog :) so he will know .. and yeahs .. i do tell him in DETAIL of everything i do .. but i bet he does the same :P u know what i mean ;)


Go for simple layout .. heheheh .. too simple kan ?

Not in the mood untuk cari layout yang best2 :p

Anyway .. Semalam ke KLCC

Buy a Gucci Handbag for Dana ;)

hope she likes it ..

Will meet her this Wednesday ..

Alya .. aku nak pergi sana balik ..

u need anything ??

owhs .. Alya keep bugging me to update my blog ..

Sorry laling .. im tooo busy with work,study n business ..

by the time i reach home .. FLAT OUT :)

but u still know what happen and all ;)


Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Oh Gosh

wow ..

Achievement for me ..

As of today ..

Me and comet been together for 2 years and 9 month ..

hehehehehhehe ..

Alhamdulillah ..

Altho lots of up and down .. we still manage to hang on to each other :)

Saturday, April 11, 2009


Sometimes its good to be a BITCH ...

Why you ask me???

Have u ever went to McD or any other services place where the SA sooooo stucked up ?

I do ..

TWICE to be exact !!!

with the same girl ..


Picture this ..

We went there .. and she the one that behind the cashier ..

with that sour face and no SMILE ..

She even bang the freaking cash console .. *wtf ..


NO THANK YOU !!!!!!!!

gosh ..

i really take it all in coz i've been in her place ..

BUT .....

I DID NOT STUCK UP !!!!! and RUDE !!!!

you guys should see her face ..

memang muke nak kene penampar oke !!!!

One more time ..

She will absolutely get it from me ..

Rasa tak nak kerja at that part then DONT !!!

Friday, April 10, 2009


Esok patut pergi Fraser Hill with SMSU frens ..

Tapi ada some miss communication with Ma and Abah ..

So had to cancel it .. *kawan-kawan HAVE FUN !!!! *

Semalam Abah cakap he's goin for Merapoh today ..

Pagi2 lagi dah pergi .. Dengan Uncle Megat ..

He's hobby tho .. tak leh buat apa lah ..

Nak memancing and etc ..

Have fun to you ..

Yeahs .. don't worry .. Saya akan closing both Station .. that's my job :)


I think start from Wednesday .. my life getting suckier ?

Hahah .. tak tahu lah ..

Depressed maybe ?

Over Stressed ??

Work - Study - Family - Relationship - Work - Study

Can I actually make it ??

Boleh ke nak habiskan MBA nie ??

I cried myself to sleep lastnite *no kidding*

I think im really depressed ..


I need help ..


is it just because of the PMS ?

Any suggestion ??

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

Last Post

Re: Last Post ..

Nahs .. nothing happen ..

Time main badminton he accidently pukul the shuttle to back of my head ..

Kalau bahagian bulu tuhs takpa .. nie bahagian buntot tuhs .. mmg jer keras kan??

And lepas tuhs kene lagi sekali dekat Badan ..


Sunday, April 05, 2009


aiks .. how come kotak nie terbalik ?? hahahahahahahha

First time .. beli heels .. this tall .. for normal use :p i guess :)) hahahahahah

we wait and see la kan :) how it goes ;)

tengok2 nanti berhabuk dalam stor jer ..

So by the time beli this heels .. me and afie buat spring cleaning in store room..

I had to gave away lots lots of sandals and shoes ..

then all of sandal dalam boxes i had to label it accordingly so thats its easier for me to pick :p

When Ma came home .. she was pissed off to see im buying another SHOE :P

Siap kene sound "bukan dah berlambak ke kasut dalam store tuhs "

Ermm .. its only Guess ..

Ok ok .. i know my coach and gucci i dont wear that much now ..

Its a sneaker .. tak tau bila nak pakai ..

Gucci punya pun ade suede .. lagi la sayang ..

So just buat telinga tebal and senyum sajaaa ~~ :)

dah beli pun .. xkan nak return kannnnn ? hakhakhak :p

Saturday, April 04, 2009

First Time

First time today kene ngan comet sampai bengkak kepala :(

And bengkak badan ... :(

Hishhhh ...

Thursday, April 02, 2009

Bawang Kecil Bawang Besar

Tadi Comet nye pementasan teater kat Putrajaya .. SK Putrajaya 9(2)

Ingat teater start at 10am .. so sampai sana around 9.45am ..

Rupe-rupenye start kul 11am .. so menyangap ah

Dah tau citer tuhs mcm mana as time rehearsal i was there ..

I help them with the cute buah-buahan too ;)

hahahahahha ..

A cute teater i can say ..

Ok for kids ..


Siap mintak autograph ..

heheheh .. Comet love it ;) i know he did :p

Sampai tak sempat melayan die nye number 1 fan :p ehehehehhe

So after teater .. straight balik to work .. haihs .. hate it :(

Anyhoo .. check out some of the cute picca :p heheheheh