Wednesday, December 09, 2009

Gain some Lose some

Tadi duk borak2 ngan comet .. tetiba we were talking about credit card .. and i said that i want to apply CIMB nye credit card one day .. yang enrich nyer :p so i can buy 1 ticket and the other would be free .. and i could go to London

I said to him that "I can live in London without car" .. yer .. kalau kat sini .. my car is my life !!!

So .. mula borak pasal life kat oversea .. i said to him that "if i did not have any commitment here in Malaysia .. i would be studying kat oversea"

then .. comet cakap "he would too if dia xde commitment with sport like he do before .. REPEAT *BEFORE* .. hehehe .. sebab sekarang dah x nampak cam orang sukan ..

I told him that i actually dapat pergi interview for UTP .. and i ask for Scholarship unit to oversea .. so before the interview .. as my dad dah retired .. i mintak all the document i need .. but u know what he do .. DIA TAK BAGI I ANY DOCUMENT ..

so i ask from my mum .. dia pun xnak bagi coz dia Shell .. i was sooo pissed off ..

Pegi pagi tu .. terlupa pen .. so my dad dah cakap "hish .. mesti tak dapat nie .. tak payah la pegi "

i know dia cakap macam tu just to DEMOTIVATED me .. so that i akan further study sini kat Malaysia jer .. so that i leh balik every week and be home and can handle the business ..

then .. my friend semua hantar form for JPA .. and my friedn ask me napa tak hantar .. when i ask my dad mana nak beli .. dia xnak bitau .. dia diam ..

after few month .. i dapat Matriks Londang .. i dont want to go .. coz xleh nak bawak kereta .. but after the orientation .. terasa nak pergi .. so bila call .. derang cakap leh masuk lagi walaupun dah lewat 1 week ..

sampai rumah ingat nak pack baju .. dapat offer letter from MMU .. so i said to my dad and mum "forget matriks .. im going to MMU"

then .. i got another offer for Uniten *everu offer to do Accounting^ .. tapi my dad tak bagi coz kat Muadzam Shah .. dia dah pergi survey .. he said NO ..

nak pergi MMU pun susah .. dia siap heret i pergi Melaka survey the place and all ..

then bila dah enroll .. my dad call cakap dapat offer from UIA ..

he ask me to enroll there .. forget MMU coz UIA lagi dekat ngan rumah

i said NO .. i dah settle down .. dekat for 2 years .. then kene pegi Gombak .. im not coming home that often sebab jammed :p

so kat melaka for a YEAR .. then kene heret balik CJ ..

but time kat melaka .. 1 year kat sana .. i can say every week i balik rumah .. for my parent and my sis .. YES !! orang lain have fun .. i have to care of everything

if my dad nak masuk hutan .. i need to be home .. nak closing and all

my whole life .. WHOLE LIFE .. 25 years of it .. ok .. make it 23 years of it .. is with Shell .. kat subang jaya nie .. and MY WHOLE LIFE .. ive been waiting for the day to take over ..

YUP .. after form 5 one of Shell TM's told me "Adik buat apa nak further study .. jaga jer shell tolong ma " .. i said "NO .. i need the degree for future"

so .. u see .. people used to say to me "Wanie ko senang la .. abis belajar .. dah ada JOb .. no need to worries " ..

But can u see how much i actually sacrifices of what i want to do ..

YES .. memang i nak sangat take over the Shell ..

so .. on 14th October i go for my panel interview to present my case study ..

And .. i passed .. YUP .. I PASSED .. no surprise there

so .. i guess by next year maybe .. Shell Subang would be under my name ..

when i received the news do u know what is on my mind ????

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IS THIS WHAT I REALLY WANT ????

or just what i need to do ??

I used to love shell subang more than anything .. tiap kali ma cakap nak handover to get better volume location .. i the one yang bantah ...

but ..

when i know the time has come for me to took over

i dont know if i want to do that

coz now

i love Shell in Jalan Klang Lama more

some of u know why

some of u dont

just let it be






8 comments:

:: vErde+hAzizi :: said...

somethings ade hikmah disebalik ape yg berlaku...like me, i never wanted to be an engineer...never crossed my mind that i want to be an engineer...

i was accepted for architechture in utm...enrolled for 3 weeks n was brought back to enroll to utp coz my dad secretly appllied engineering course for me in utp...
so i masuk utp coz dapat scholarship...
tho tak penah suke engineer i learn to love them...

n alhamdullillah with that engineering degree yg put me in my place now..hidup tak la mewah tp selesa...

so my point is, parents will always wants the best for their kids...insyaallah if kite redha n work hard focus on it, it will turn out good :)

but its never to late to hold a degree! :D

SyaZaNa said...

tatau nk ckp pe..but you are one of a kind...superwoman!!...hopefully you will find your happiness...

SyaZaNa said...

tatau nk ckp pe..but you are one of a kind...superwoman!!...hopefully you will find your happiness...

waNny said...

verde: yeah .. betul .. i redha coz i mmg know this is what i need to do .. i x pernah salahkan .. just kelakar bila ingat balik my dad sampai mcm tu sekali tak nak bagi i pergi luar negara. but just to point out few point yang i do sacrifices what i want for my parent :D hehehehehehehhe

syaz: hahahahhah .. superwomen ka?? :p

Shaira said...

Babe, you are willing to sacrifice in everything. At times we have to do something in force for the sake of our parents. No matter what, you are already success in your life, I envy you. Be happy k ;)

waNny said...

hehehehhe .. YES shaira .. i do sacrifices ALOT . im happy .. just sometimes i duk pk keputusan yang i nak ambil :) thats all

zarina marsaleh said...

alo wani~! ^_^

xpe, yg tbaik mmg ikut ckp parents kan, plus nnt bbile boleh sambung blaja lagi kat oversea ^_^. apepun aku nak ko tau ko mmg sacrifice byk gile and aku rindu naik moto dgn ko!!!

heaps of huggsss

waNny said...

zarina !!!! :D

sambung belaja kat oversea ?? ahahahha .. memang x la babes . now tgh buat master kt MMU .. kalu aku sambung kt oversea sapa nak jaga shell ?? hehehehehe

hahahah .. rindu naik moto kain terkoyak yek :p

>:D< miss ya lots babes :D